I need to get away

I feel so lost here, and the city is too tiny. I was having such a good day today, and keeping it together...until I saw you. And you acted so nonchalant and easy going; meanwhile, my heart was racing and my stomach in a knot. I'm so frustrated that you have this affect on me, and undoubtedly will for the next who knows how long.

So. That is why I need to get away, and why Sasquatch could not come soon enough.

thecherryblossomgirl

heartbreak purgatory

I know that two days later is not enough time to mourn the loss of a friend and relationship, but I'm pretty tired for crying spontaneously and wondering where I fucked up or where I could have tried harder...even though it's not my fault...or his.

lelove

it's been a night

And I already miss you like hell.

I miss your touch, your skin, your comforting arms. The way you made me feel safe when I was with you. I took pills last night to help me sleep, only they didn't. I kept waking up in disbelief. I didn't want this to end, and yah, months in advance of me potentially leaving is better than doing it then, but I wasn't ready for it at all. I feel like I've lost one of my best friends, because that is definitely what you became...one of my best friends. One that I could tell anything, and feel assured you wouldn't judge me. I wish it didn't have to be this way, and even though I don't regret a thing and loved the time we did have together...I wish none of this had happened so I wouldn't be this broken. Fuck.

when it's all said and done...

it still hurts to know that it's over.

lelove

I want...

a long skirt comme ca:

thesartorialist

Chloe's apartment

Chloe Sevigny's Apartment

hey, me too!

nouveau